The Answer to a Question

I was serving as minister for one of our congregations when a young married couple asked me to pay them a pastoral visit. They were experiencing some difficulties and wanted me to counsel them. We made plans for a visit the following week.

As the days passed by, I became more and more concerned as to what I would be able to contribute to the situations with which they were wrestling. Furthermore, they did not give me any clues as to the nature of their concerns. Speculation circled in my thoughts. I resorted to prayerful deliberations with God, asking Him for guidance so He could use me to help them get over whatever it was that troubled them.

When the day arrived I drove to the couple’s home. I sat in my parked car in front of their house, offering up one last prayer hoping to get the butterflies out of my stomach. I felt so inadequate and wondered why they thought I could help them. I hoped that they were seeking help from God and not from me.

I finished my praying and approached the front door and knocked. I was welcomed in and we greeted one another with some introductory conversation. When we entered their living room a sense of confidence came over me. The husband sat down in one chair, the wife on a sofa and I took my place in a chair. I sensed some distance had grown between them.

I told them how I would like to engage our discussion.

I said, “The way I like to proceed is to first pray together because we want God to be not only a part of our discussion, but an active participant. We need His guidance because His solution will be the most successful. After we pray, I would like each of you in turn to share your perspective of the issues and concerns and then I will work to bring God’s perspective to the discussion. We will end with a prayer of thanksgiving.”

We all agreed, but then I said something that really caused me deep concern.
I said, “Whatever the outcome of our discussion, the success or failure will depend on the answer to one question.”

My thoughts were racing in my head. I wondered – What was that all about? What was the question? And more critically, what was the answer? Now I was really ill at ease and any sense of confidence fled my being.

I began by asking the wife to first share her views of the issues from her perspective. Very articulately she expressed her feelings.

When she finished I asked her husband to share his.

As he finished, he leaned forward to the edge of his chair and almost screamed, “What is the question?”

Now I really began to sweat. I didn’t know the question nor did I know the answer! All through the discussion I was thoughtfully praying and asking God the same thing, “What is the question? And what is the answer?”

There was pause of silence that seemed to me to last forever.

Then I suddenly uttered, “The question is: Do you believe it was God who brought you two together? and if you can honestly answer YES, then there is no situation or difficulty that can tear you apart. But if the answer is NO, then some very small and insignificant issue can bring the end to this marriage.”

No sooner were these words out of my mouth when the couple in spontaneous unison proclaimed, “We believe God brought us together!”

The issue that brought us together that night melted away. Peace returned to this couple that evening. I told them of my personal concerns and confessed that I had no idea what the question was until it flowed across my lips.

We celebrated God’s gracious gift for them and offered a prayer of thanksgiving and praise to our God. I left them with a profound sense of gratitude for the answer to my prayers.

Turning Point

It must be God’s plan to maximize the efficacy of the experiences we have with Him. When we are willing servants in His hand, we can see wonders in how He works blessings for those who believe and trust in Him. His guidance sometimes requires us to be ill at ease, uncomfortable in a place of unknowns. But these only magnify the awesome effect of His love for us. It makes the experience memorable and valued. I am sure His hope is that we will share it with others and further multiply the joy of His handiwork. I believe that when we are in our greatest discomfort, God is at His best! The life of Jesus is a testimony of the Father’s mastery at times of human distress.

COPYRIGHT © 2014 ALLAN E. MUSTERER

The Garden of Innocence – God’s Plan for Me

I was a few weeks away from retiring from my evangelist ministry in the New Apostolic Church. In our faith, we have scheduled three special services each year that were dedicated to the departed. These services for the departed had very deep meaning for me and I made sincere deliberate preparations for them. My experience as a four year old boy had significant influence on my personal involvement in these services and this early turning point I documented in my story entitled “Aunt Frieda – My Grandma” (June 2015).

Divine services for the departed were scheduled each year for the first Sunday in March, July and November. It was the Saturday morning of March 1, 2008 that I woke up very early and in my morning prayer dedicated my day to preparation for this special divine service for the departed. Not only would the service be my last to officiate a departed service but it was also included the baptism of a very special baby girl named Samantha Angele. (See the story “Samantha Angele – Miracle Baby” to be published soon)

I began my morning by making a pot of coffee and a light breakfast. I retrieved the morning paper from our front porch and sat down at our kitchen counter. As I waited for the coffee to brew, I opened the paper and briefly scanned the front page of each section. Then my eyes fell upon the local Family Section that had emblazed on it a picture of a statue of a kneeling woman on a gravestone with children’s names engraved upon it. The article was entitled “A dignified farewell”.
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I was immediately captivated by this article and read it completely from beginning to end. It told of this Garden of Innocence, a final resting place for abandoned children. I had never heard of it before. The article further stated that this Saturday they would be burying their 100th baby named Annemarie. Engulfed in the deep feelings the article evoked in me, I decided I had to attend this funeral service. I showed the article to my wife and we both agreed we had to make this funeral our priority for the day. We both felt it was a divine calling with feelings in both of us being so strong.

We dressed, prepared ourselves and drove the few miles to El Camino Memorial Park. When we arrived we were directed to a hilltop. W made our way through the cemetery’s green lawn strewn with gravestones leading to the hilltop. We reached the Garden and found over 100 visitors preparing for the 10 am service. We of course had no idea what to expect. The guests sat on white folding chairs under a large green temporary canopy next to a circular sidewalk. The statue of the kneeling woman whose image was in the newspaper was off to one side of the sidewalk. Seeing it in person was very touching, as her face depicted a mother’s heartache at the loss of her child. The names on the stone and the dates, we later learned, memorialized babies whose remains had been cremated prior to entry into the Garden.    GOI Mother

In the middle of the circular sidewalk were grave stones with the unique Garden of Innocence angel and heart logo and the names of babies interned previously. At the head was Adam’s headstone, the first baby to enter the Garden on June 19, 1999.

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As the service began, a contingent of forty or more Knights of Columbus, dressed in their full regalia, marched up the hill toward the Garden escorting Annemarie in her little hand made wooden casket. The elegance of the Knights with their colorful formal dress replete with capes, swords and plumed hats added to the heart touching atmosphere. Elissa Davey the founder of the Garden sang a moving song “In this Special Place”. This song created a wonderful spirit of peace that came over the whole garden. As the Knights approached the Garden entrance, all in attendance were invited to form a circle of love on the circular sidewalk to welcome baby Annemarie into the Garden.

What happened next was quite unexpected but very moving. After we silently and reverently formed our circle on the sidewalk; the casket was passed from one to another. As I held the casket in my arms, deep feelings stirred in my soul. I quietly expressed my love to baby Annemarie and invited her to be my special guest at the service for the departed the next day. As I did this the song “O Come with Me” filled my thoughts. The first words of the song “O Come with me and I will lead you gently into a garden of enchanting charm” seemed so perfect. It depicted the special feelings that consumed me in that moment. Immediately I decided that this song would serve as the opening hymn for Sunday’s service. I passed the casket into the arms of my wife Carol. She also invited Annemarie to our service and passed her on to the next guest beside her in the circle. When the casket reached the end, the last person placed that casket on a table draped in a white tablecloth. Flowers and a small stuffed animal were placed to adorn the casket.

Next was a reading of a poem for Baby Annemarie and then the visiting minister offered up a prayer and sermon. Each was very touching and caused movement in our hearts and souls. People were invited to share what the Garden meant to them and then came the very impressive dove ceremony.

A white dove was given to a volunteer and the dove was released to represent the spirit of Annemarie being set free. The dove flew around a few times but instead of leaving to fly home as it normally would, it landed on the overhead canopy.
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Carol and I were standing next to the canopy and Joe, the owner of the doves, was also standing there next to us. He remarked that this was strange in that it had never happened at the Garden before. Carol asked me if I thought there was some significance to this bird landing and staying on the canopy.

I said, “I think it is Annemarie telling us she accepts our invitation for service tomorrow.”

Then three more doves released were for the Trinity followed by a group of volunteers who read off one by one the 99 names of the other babies in the Garden. When the last name was read, two large white wicker baskets that were placed in the center of the circle were opened. There must have been 100 beautiful white doves that flew up in a din of fluttering wings, up through the trees circling the Garden in the sky above until they turned and left for their home. It was simply breathtaking.
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Carol and I left the Garden that day with emotions and feelings that were overwhelming. But the story didn’t end there. We made our way home and had lunch. We took a break to relax a bit in our back yard recounting our experience in the Garden when the telephone rang.

It was a member from our church who had volunteered to provide the flowers for the special Sunday morning service. She asked if she could stop by to share a special experience she had that morning. I encouraged her to stop by on her way home from church.

Birgit and her family were from Germany and living in San Diego. Her husband was stationed with the military in San Diego for three years. She was very talented with flowers as well as with music. When she arrived she asked how our visit to the funeral service had gone. I briefly shared our experience but for some reason did not mention the song that had captured my soul as I held Annemarie in my arms.

Then Birgit told us what she had experienced that morning. When she finished preparation of the flowers for the service, she began to leave to bring them to church. But as she walked past the organ in her living room, she felt a strong impulse to go to it and play. She sat down at the organ and noted that her hymnal was already open to No. 296 “O Come with Me” and she began to play it.

I asked Birgit at what time it was when this happened. She said it was shortly after 10 am and asked me why. I told her that at about that very time, I held the baby Annemarie in her casket in my arms, and that song entered my heart. That’s when I decided it would be the opening hymn on Sunday.

We were all profoundly moved and attributed the whole series of events to the wonderful hand of our faithful loving God and Father. We marveled at the many fine details that comprised the events of the day.

The next morning was one of the most moving experiences in the sanctuary of God that I ever lived. A detailed pronouncement of that day will be forthcoming.

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Turning Points

This experience was a major turning point for me. I was wondering as I approached my retirement; what does God have for me as a new ministry? Well this was an answer I could not ignore; rather it was one that I heartily embrace to this day. It is not possible for me to put into words that are worthy of the feeling and experiences I have been blessed with as I actively participate in this precious ministry. Every volunteer, every participant is masters at blessing each other by their joyfully generous contributions to our Garden Babies and the family the Garden has become. I am so blessed to be a part of it.

Each visit to the Garden brings new connections, new friends and new turning points that create the greatest joy and grateful expressions to our God for all He has made possible through this ministry. Watch for the chronicles to follow to describe these precious moments.
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COPYRIGHT © 2014 ALLAN E. MUSTERER

When Will You Visit Me?

Zoey at 5Zoey, my sweetest teacher

Life lessons and turning points have come to me at the least expected times and from unexpected people. Turning points happened without warning and surprised me in spite of my efforts to be prepared for them. Such was the case with a very young girl who proved to be one of my greatest teachers and the initiator of numerous turning points for my life.

All my experiences with Zoey as a little girl and all the way through her teenage years were life lessons that proved to be profoundly beneficial even to this day. One of those experiences came when I attended a birthday party for Zoey’s grandfather, Dave.

My wife and I were at Dave’s son’s home early one evening to celebrate Dave’s birthday. As I stood amongst the crowd of Dave’s friends and family, I looked across the room and noticed five year old Zoey nestled in her grandpa’s arms. I approached to greet her. As I neared she noticed me and put her hands on her hips in gentle indignation and said, “When will you come to visit ME?”

Not expecting this, I said in defense, “But I do come to visit you Zoey!”

She said, “No! You come and visit my mommy and daddy and then I have to go to bed!”

I said, “Zoey, I will visit you and we can send your parents to bed.”

I immediately set out in search of her mother, Dawn. Once found I proceeded to tell Dawn of my little conversation with Zoey. We arranged a visit for the following week.

In the days leading up to this first-of-a-kind visit for me, I wondered what it would be like. As a minister I made many pastoral family visits, but I had never made a visit exclusively to such a young child. My preparation for any pastoral visit included praying that I would be a blessing and bring something of value to the church members I visited. This was no different, except I must have prayed more fervently because out of this visit God provided a most effective turning point for me.

 When the day dawned for my visit, everything seemed normal. Nothing in the day seemed out of the ordinary. After dinner, I dressed for my visit donning a sport coat and tie. I prayed prior to leaving home and drove the twenty miles to Zoey’s home. Still, everything seemed normal, belying what was about to happen.

 When I arrived, I searched the area around the apartment building for a parking spot. I pulled into a spot on the street, gathered myself for this experience and prayed one last prayer for divine guidance and support. All the time I wondered how this visit would unfold. I climbed a flight of stairs and knocked on the door.

Quickly the door opened and Zoey greeted me in the doorway with her mother at her side. I was warmly welcomed and Zoey announced excitedly, “I made you some cookies!”

As I entered the apartment, Zoey asked me if I wanted milk or coffee to go with the cookies she made. I opted for the coffee and Zoey and Dawn made quick work of getting my coffee and Zoey’s milk on the coffee table in the living room. Zoey’s dad Greg came in to say hello and then he and Dawn went off to their bedroom, just as I had arranged.

Zoey and I sat down in the living room eating cookies and sharing our thoughts. I was thrilled at the depth of the conversation we shared. It was a really a sweet evening. I learned a lot about Zoey and what was important to her young mind. After about an hour, we prayed together and her parents emerged from their self imposed isolation to say good night.

As I drove home that evening I reflected on the deeper bond between us that had just been built. Time and experience later proved how deep and mutually beneficial this turning point really was for Zoey and me. In the evening together Zoey and I built mutual trust and respect for each other, and this opened doors for us to serve each other as she grew. Just one precious hour, face to face, heart to heart, soul to soul, and everything became different. God worked in the most wonderful way to create this blessing for us just as He would later open many more blessings. I marveled at His meticulous ingenuity as I witnessed His plans unfold before my eyes and He visited me with yet another turning point.

 Turning Points

In addition to enhancing the relationship Zoey and I shared, this experience ushered in the understanding that such visits with all children created a connection with them that paid many dividends in their future and our relationship.

 This experience gave me an interesting insight into the heart of children. It was a turning point in how I perceived my ministerial service to children. Following this experience, whenever I was appraised by parents that their child was having difficulties, I would make a visit with their child one-on-one as I had with Zoey. This opened many opportunities to develop a relationship that brought many positive results for both child and me.

 These precious moments with Zoey revealed wonderful insight into her heart and soul. I developed a great appreciation for her special gifts and talents. She always found a way to touch my heart with how she uniquely saw the people and things around her. As you will see in future postings, Zoey became my teacher and this episode was just one of many lessons in our life together.

COPYRIGHT © 2014 ALLAN E. MUSTERER

The Widow in the Woods

An aged widow of many years had run out of sufficient resources and was forced to sell her home. After paying off her substantial debts, all she could afford and maintain on her meager income was a small shack at the edge of a large forest. There she lived in poverty for years.

One day she decided to take a walk in the forest, something she enjoyed as her only pastime considering her financial limitations. She carefully cobbled together a small sandwich from yesterday’s leftovers and placed it in her little handbag along with a couple plastic bottles of chilled water. She set out for her walk taking a pathway through her back yard that was lined with large maple trees. Leaves had begun to fall having already reached their vibrant red autumn color weeks before. They crunched under her feet as she made her way to the log bridge that would take her over the brook that wended its way through the forest.

As she approached the bridge, the sun shone brightly, it rays piecing the thinning canopy of branches above. The rays reaching the forest floor played its shadows into mystical shapes. When she reached the midpoint of the bridge, she stopped to glance down at the babbling waters below. Suddenly, a ray of sunshine struck an object on the floor of the brook reflecting magically through the water. So dramatic was this scene that she ran to the end of the bridge and scurried down to the brook’s edge. Kneeling and pulling up her sleeve, she reached down and grasped what she thought had captured the sunlight.

As she rose to her feet she slowly opened her hand, and stared hypnotically at a huge gemstone, its brilliant color and size overwhelming her. As she stood silently taking in what she had just discovered, she began to assess what it would mean and how it would change her life. Obviously it was of great value. She would never have to worry again if she would have enough to eat. With a sense of renewed hope and a joyful smile on her face, she carefully placed the gem in her bag. She returned to the trail and continued on her planned journey into the forest.brook-1The autumn colors and seasonal aromas danced before her senses. The forest denizens scurried about making the most of their time collecting provisions for the coming winter. Squirrels and birds collected acorns and sundry nuts and berries, eating some on the run, burying others for future meals. The forest was alive with activity and the widow was thrilled to be an appreciative observer of God’s creation in action. A soft breeze rustled through the trees, causing a constant drift of colored leaves falling down from the heights to the floor below. Each leaf added to the multicolored mosaic carpeting the ground beneath her feet.

As the trail made a sharp turn around a large oak tree, she noticed a man lying against the trunk. He was aged and poorly dressed. His shoes were worn through in places. His long beard indicated he hadn’t shaved for months. He looked up at the widow with hopeless eyes and begged her for something to eat, saying he had not eaten for two days. If she could spare just a small morsel he would be eternally grateful.

The widow knelt beside him. She opened her bag and gave him the small sandwich she had made and the water bottles she had packed. He gratefully thanked her. After eating the sandwich and drinking some water, he regained some strength and offered again his appreciation for her kindness. But then he said that he had noticed a gem in her bag when she retrieved the sandwich and water. He asked if she would give that gem to him as well. Without hesitation, the widow dug into her bag and handed him the gem. He was astounded. And as she had done when she first found it, he stood silently taking in what she had just given him. He began to assess what it would mean and how it would change his life as it surely was of great value.

As he stood there in amazement, the widow rose to her feet, silently turned and continued down the trail. Then, the man came to his senses and called out to the woman, “Stop, please come back!”

The widow stopped, turned and went back to see what the man wanted. As she approached, he reached out with the gem in his hand.

“I am giving the gem back to you. But I ask that you give me in return something even more valuable than this precious priceless gem. That is, what it is that is in your heart that caused you to give it to me when I asked for it.”

The Turning Point

This story reminds us that graciousness is a powerful gift that when exercised has the ability to change lives. What we do speaks louder than what we say or what we give. When the Spirit of God is able to guide us, He leads us to be the blessing for pothers that God hopes we would become. Interesting to note is that when this widow awoke that day, she had not an inkling of what the day had in store for her. But her willing heart, sensitive to the urging of the Spirit made her a blessing for someone in need.

The turning point of this story for me was the revelation that the earth bound material we give is nothing when compared to the gift of leading someone to God, His righteousness, His grace and His love. The truth of the divine pronouncement, “Seek first the Kingdom of Heaven and all these things will be given to you” rings true. I wonder, who will God’s Spirit lead me to tomorrow? Will I be ready to be a blessing He hopes I will be?

COPYRIGHT © 2014 ALLAN E. MUSTERER

Terror on Interstate 5

It was early December 1981 when I got the sad news that my dear friend from San Francisco had suffered a fatal heart attack.  As Youth Leader, he went Christmas caroling with the church youth group. Following the caroling he returned home, sat down in his easy chair and suffered a massive heart attack that took his life. The news of his death struck me very hard. I felt deeply grieved for my loss, but even more so for the loss his dear wife suffered.

Following this news, three friends from San Diego joined me in a plan to drive to San Francisco the following Monday. We wanted to support his wife at the funeral scheduled for Tuesday afternoon. One of my friends volunteered to use his diesel Oldsmobile for the trip and with superior fuel mileage it would help minimize our expenses. Since we all had jobs we also wanted to minimize time away from our work.  We agreed to leave after work Monday evening. We planned to spend the night in a motel five to six hours into the journey and then continue on to San Francisco for the funeral on Tuesday morning. Our return required us to drive through the night, each sharing the driving to return home by early morning Wednesday, thereby missing only one day of work.

The drive up to Coalinga was uneventful and we found a convenient Motel 6 just off the freeway. In the morning we had breakfast at a nearby restaurant before continuing our journey.

We arrived at the church for the funeral service where we were able to greet and share the special memories we experienced with our dear departed friend. His wife was touched that we took the time and made the effort to come to share this special time with her. After the fellowship that followed we said our goodbyes and set out on our homeward journey at about eight o’clock that evening.

I volunteered to drive the first leg of the return trip home. It was quite cold that evening and we were not well prepared for that, considering we were travelling in a warm car. Fortunately the traffic was light, so we were making good time as soon as we reached Interstate 5. I noted that all my passengers were now sound asleep.

As the interstate highway entered the central valley, a dense tule fog bank moved in and visibility began to become a significant issue. Tule fog is a thick ground fog that settles in the San Joaquin Valley and Sacramento Valley areas of California’s Great Central Valley. Tule fog forms from late fall through early spring after the first significant rainfall. The official time frame for tule fog to form is from November 1 to March 31. This phenomenon is named after the tule grass wetlands of the Central Valley. Tule fog is the leading cause of weather-related accidents in California.

Although traffic was very light, I still cut my speed because there are usually large semi tractor trailers on the freeway and they often travel slowly. I didn’t want to risk coming up on one and not having sufficient space to avoid an accident. Then about two hours into the trip, I noticed something that caused me considerable concern.

The car seemed to be acting abnormal. The engine lacked the normal feel it had before. I poked the owner of the car and woke him up. I explained that I was concerned that something was seriously wrong with the car’s performance. He suggested we take the next exit that had a gas station.

A few miles further I exited the freeway and pulled into a gas station. We inquired as to any available diesel engine mechanics and were told that we needed to go further south to find a station with diesel repair capability. At this point I asked my friend who owned the car to take over the driving.

About a half hour later, the engine suddenly froze up forcing us to abruptly exit the freeway. We maneuvered the car a few feet off the shoulder on an open spot of dirt and parked. In this area, farmland blanketed both sides of the freeway and many miles between exits. On each side of the road was a paved shoulder and then about thirty to fifty feet of open field before a barbed wire fence that bordered a farm. Large balls of tumbleweed littered the landscape. It was quite desolate, foggy and bitterly cold.

At first I was not too concerned, thinking that we would easily find someone to stop and give one of us a ride to the next exit where a tow truck could be summoned. By now it was well after ten o’clock, the fog growing denser and the temperature dropping.

All four of us got out of the car and attempted to flag down someone. I am not sure what the reason was, but after a half hour we were unable to get anyone to stop. Maybe they couldn’t see us for the fog, or seeing four men caused them fear. With the very light traffic, there were not many opportunities either. The weather was also getting to us as our light clothing did not give much protection from the damp cold.

We decided three of us would return to the car and try with just one of us doing the flagging. Soon a light blue Monte Carlo came to screeching halt, bypassing our position by a good thirty yards and kicking up a huge cloud of dust. Now on the paved shoulder, the car backed up and came to a halt adjacent to our car. One of my friends exited our car and three young men exited the Monte Carlo. They greeted us and said they would help us fix our car.

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We told them that the engine had seized up and we really needed a tow truck. They said they would take one of us down to the next exit where we could summon a tow truck. I volunteered to go since I had an AAA card with towing privileges. One of my friends, Dave, also volunteered to join me so I would not be alone with the three strangers.

The Monte Carlo was a two-door coupe so one of the men entered the back seat first followed by me in the middle and Dave behind the passenger seat. Then the driver and the other man got in. We reentered the freeway and headed south.
I figured by the appearance of these three strangers and their apparent ages, that they were probably basketball players and maybe attended Fresno State University. I gauged their ages as late teens or early twenties. I quickly realized that they were not interested in engaging my attempts at conversation. Then, the man in the front passenger seat bent down and came up with a sawed-off double barrel shotgun. He swung it around and put the barrels into my face and announced, “This is a stick up!”

As I looked down the barrels of that gun, I suddenly realized in those few moments that my life may be about to end. All I thought of was my wife and my son and my family. I silently prayed. I do not know all of what I asked for, but I do remember thinking: is this all You want of me God, or is there more You want me to do?

I tried to talk the gunman down, but the driver immediately slammed on his brakes. The car skidded off the road sliding off the shoulder into the dirt. As soon as the car came to a stop, the driver turned and grabbed my throat, pushing me up against the rear window and screamed. “If you don’t shut up, we will kill you right now!”

Then he demanded that we give them all our money including our wallets, keys and watches. The man in the back seat collected all that we had and proceeded to count the cash. The driver had warned us that if we didn’t have enough cash we would be shot.

The man next to me finally announced that we had a total of sixty five dollars, which was not nearly enough according to the driver. With this, the gunman exited the car and stood at the open door with the shot gun in hand. He pushed his seatback forward and ordered us out of the car. The driver commanded us to walk to the barb wire fence a few yards away. He warned us not to look back as we did not want to know when the shots were fired.

Slowly, Dave stepped out of the car and slowly took a few steps toward the fence. As I was exiting the car I noticed that the gunman was standing behind the door holding the shot gun pointed toward the ground. As soon as my feet hit the ground, Dave bolted north toward the rear of the car and I immediately followed. We ran as fast as we could, hurdling over the myriad of three to four foot diameter balls of tumbleweed strewn all around us.

The air was cold and humid from the dense fog making breathing very painful. Every labored breath felt like breathing in razorblades. My lungs were stinging and my heart pounding. After running and hurdling over numerous tumble weeds for about thirty yards, I tripped over a large one and fell to the ground. I peered back through the tumbleweed that tripped me up and saw the gunman break open his shotgun, pull out the two shells and toss them into the front seat. He jumped back into the car and they sped off continuing south on the freeway.

Dave and I regrouped and immediately attempted to flag down a driver. Within a few minutes, a large older model Cadillac pulled over and offered us a ride. I got into the front passenger seat and Dave took the back seat. On the back seat sat a large cooler. I told the driver we had just been hi-jacked and needed to get to a place to call the police and find a tow truck for our still stranded friends. The driver said that there was a Denny’s restaurant a few miles further south and we could take care of those needs there.

In the meantime, he offered us a beer from the cooler on the back seat. Then to my shock, I realized that the driver was not only drinking a beer, but he was also smoking a marijuana joint! If that wasn’t disconcerting enough, he was driving at 80 miles an hour through the dense tule fog that offered no more than fifty yards visibility. As I had been praying silently throughout this ordeal for God’s gracious support, I asked Him “What are you doing? It seems we have gone from the frying pan into the fire!”

Soon we arrived at the Lost Hills exit on Interstate 5 and proceeded to the Denny’s restaurant. As we pulled into the parking lot, I noticed a light blue Monte Carlo. “Oh no” I thought, “they are here!”

We cautiously entered the restaurant. There were three men at a table that looked very much like our hijackers, but they had their backs to us so we couldn’t be sure. So we slinked into a closed section of the restaurant where we summoned a waitress. I apprised her of our situation and she guided us to a location not visible to those in the open restaurant area. She brought us a phone and gave us the number of the California Highway Patrol. I called the number and told the officer our story. He said he would be able to get there in about 45 minutes.

The waitress brought us a cup of coffee and told us that there was a tow truck driver at the bar. I asked her to bring him over so we can get him to pick up our friends stranded with the car. The man was quite impressive. He sported a full beard and wore weathered jeans with a large chain looping from a belt loop to the wallet in his back pocket. I explained the situation and he assured us that he would take care of our friends. Then as if to reassure us, he put his cowboy boot clad foot on a chair and pulled up the pant leg to reveal a pearl handled silver 45 pistol. He remarked, “I am covered for anything!” He promptly left to find our friends in the disabled car.

It was now almost midnight, so while we waited for the police to arrive, I called my wife at home in San Diego. I told her what had happened and asked her to alert the San Diego police and to cancel our credit cards.

Forty-five minutes after our initial call, a California Highway Patrol officer arrived at Denny’s. In the interim the three possible perpetrators had left the restaurant. We gave the officer a report of what happened and a description of the car they were driving. He left in pursuit of the felons.

Shortly thereafter, Dave and I were sitting at the bar having another coffee and an English muffin when the door opened and young man entered the restaurant. When I looked at him, a total stranger, he seemed to me to be in shock. He appeared pale and was walking tentatively. I jumped off my seat and ran to him. I asked him what had happened to him. He looked me in the eyes and told me that three men with a double barrel sawed off shot gun hijacked his car and left him on the side of the road. I quickly hustled him to the phone, dialed the police and told him to tell the officer exactly what happened and to describe his car.

I later discovered that within a few minutes, the officer located the perpetrators in this young man’s car and were in hot pursuit. The police pursuit took hours, chasing the three men hundreds of miles at speeds in excess of 100 miles per hour. They raced all the way to the Magic Mountain amusement park on the northern end of Los Angeles. There, the three men abandoned their stolen car and attempted to scale the fences and escape into the park. It was early morning on Wednesday when the police apprehended two of the men. The third, the driver, made good his escape into the park when he successfully scaled the fence before the police could reach him.

With two men in custody, the police summoned a SWAT team. They entered the park and continued pursuit of the final perpetrator. However, he was able to elude the SWAT team and the police canine unit. When the park’s maintenance crew arrived shortly thereafter, they found the last man trying to phone his girl friend from a pay phone and apprehended him.

While the pursuit of the third accomplice was underway, the other two men were brought back to the Shafter police station and booked into prison. While this was unfolding, my two friends who stayed with the car were picked up by the tow truck driver and the car was towed into Shafter where there was a car dealership. The car was dropped off and left for the needed repairs. We rented a car to get home, but before we could leave the police took Dave and me to the county jail for a line-up. As we walked through the county jail, past a row of jail cells, there was a chill that crawled up my spine as I looked at the men incarcerated there. Hate and anger glared from their faces.

We were led into a room with a glass window that was a one-way mirror, so that those in the adjoining room could not see us. Both of us quickly identified the two men that were in custody.

Finally, reunited with our other two friends, we packed into the rental car and headed homeward. All along the way we listened to the news that was reporting whole incident. As we drove we heard that the police had apprehended the third man who had escaped into Magic Mountain amusement park.

Later that day we arrived home, but the ordeal was not yet over. News stations in San Diego and Los Angeles tried to get an interview, but I refused as I didn’t want to jeopardize any future court case. The headlines in our local paper read:

FOG-VEILED ROBBERY:  3 suspects held in heist on I-5

A few months went by when Dave and I were summoned to appear in court in Shafter. We journeyed to Shafter and were again brought to the jail for another line-up.  This time we failed to identify the perpetrators. In the time they were incarcerated, they grew facial hair and altered their appearance by changing their hair style. The prosecutors told us that the case was very tentative because we were unable to identify the men. They showed us all the stolen wares that were recovered and we could easily identify our wallets and wristwatches. I noted that my keys were missing. We were asked to stay in a room that housed local high school yearbooks. Along with the young man whose car was hijacked, we spent a couple hours passing the time paging through the collection of yearbooks.

When the prosecutors returned, they told us that the attorneys for the three men negotiated a plea bargain. Their clients were sentenced to nine years without parole in San Quentin state prison. The prosecutor said that when the attorneys peered through the window into the room and saw us in business suits, they realized we would be credible witnesses. Their hard bargaining softened and they gave in to the conditions dictated by the prosecution.

Our belongings were returned to us and we actually got more cash than we had lost. I got my wallet and wristwatch back but lost the only thing that had significant sentimental value, my key chain. The gold plated key chain itself was engraved with my initials, given to me as best man in my brother’s wedding. The chain also had a small gold plated engraved pen knife, given to me as best man in my college roommate’s wedding. But most painful was that it had my wife’s high school ring attached to it.

Turning Points:

The first turning point was that in that brief moment when my next breathe of life was in doubt, my only thought was my family, those I hold most dear, it was vividly revealed what I valued most in life. I had reached out to my God, put myself in His hands and He preserved me.

The next turning point in this experience was the revelation resulting from the loss of what I had held as great sentimental value. By losing it, I realized that it is foolish to place your value on anything material. Rather place your value on the people who you cherish in life. They are invaluable and irreplaceable. Never underestimate their value to you and never limit your love for them.

The third turning point was the deep friendship that developed between Dave and me. His sentiments, expressed in an interview reported in the school newspaper where he worked as a teacher, perfectly define our common feelings:
“I have a different outlook on life now,” explained Polich. “My priorities are different; spiritual things are more important now. I’m a very religious person, and I think God must have something for me to do in life, because there was no reason for the robbers not to kill us – we got a good look at them.”

Finally, in what may seem to be an odd sort of way, I find myself indebted to those three misguided young men. What they intended for evil, God used to create  blessings for Dave and me that became turning points for our lives.

COPYRIGHT © 2014 ALLAN E. MUSTERER

Aunt Frieda – My “Grandma”

As a young boy during my third and fourth years, I spent a lot of play time with my cousin Ron. We were born the same day, February 20, 1943 and it added to our close relationship as children.

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My Aunt Frieda was my mother’s eldest sister and my cousin Ron’s fraternal grandmother. Each month she took us boys with her on a special adventurous journey when she had to pay her mortgage at a bank a few towns away.

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Aunt Frieda walked the few blocks to where we lived when she had an adventure planned for us boys. We returned to her house before our journey to give us a chance to explore their yard. The house she lived in was an adventure unto itself. Her husband, my Uncle Albin, had a virtual miniature farm on their small suburban lot. This was a real fascination for Ron and me. First there was the goldfish pond filled with goldfish eager to be fed. When we threw a few bread crumbs into the pond there was an ensuing feeding frenzy as the goldfish rose to the surface to devour the bread crumbs floating on the surface.

Then we picked some weeds from the lawn, bunny leaves we called them. Off to the rabbit cages we ran to stuff the bunny leaves through the wire netting of their cages and watched in fascination as the rabbits eagerly tugged to get every leaf through. They quickly gobbled them up as their twitching noses signaled their delight.
Allan and Ron -5-6-1945                                                      Allan & Ron in 1945
Allan and Ron --19475                                                       Allan & Ron in 1947

We couldn’t reach the next attraction because they were too high for us little guys. But, we still stood spell bound by the pigeon coops nestled high above the rabbit hutches. The pigeons of course added another dimension to our experience because they spoke to us with their cooing, adding to their incessant head bobbing. Oh how I wished I could feed them too!

Once we had our few minutes of entertainment in the backyard menagerie, Aunt Frieda summoned us into the house. We left out the front door and headed to the bus stop across the street. The old Chestnut Street bus that ran from Garfield to Passaic stopped across the street from Aunt Frieda’s house at the corner of Schley and Chestnut Streets. The first step of our real adventure was to take this bus to get to the train station in Passaic.
Chessy-Final 1947                         This is what the old Chestnut Street bus looked like.

When the bus arrived, I remember how it was such a struggle for us little guys, barely 3 feet tall,  to make it up the steps onto the bus. It must have been a comfort for us holding the steady hands of my Aunt Frieda as we made our way onto that old bus. I remember how noisy it was and that the ride was quite bumpy as the rickety old bus rattled its way down the streets. Ron and I held fast to the sides of our seat. As the bus shook and swayed, I marveled at those passengers who stood up, holding only the black leather straps hanging from pipes high above the seats.

Once the bus arrived at the bus station in Passaic, we made our way to the train station a few blocks away. Boarding the train to Rutherford was also a challenge for our short legs because the steps onto the train were even higher than the bus.

il_340x270_502368999_oj21                    A typical train car on the train to Rutherford New Jersey

The train ride was always a thrill for Ron and me. That thrill was magnified for me because of the train tracks at the end of Garden Court South where I lived, about an eighth of a mile from my house. As long as I can remember, the trains that passed every night created dreams of riding the train. My Aunt Frieda made those dreams come true!

The train took us to Rutherford where the bank that held Aunt Frieda’s mortgage had a branch. When the train arrived, we now faced the challenge of going down those high steps to the ground. Ron and I probably jumped the distance, not a happy thought for our Aunt Frieda no doubt, but after all, we were adventurous boys.

Successfully disembarked from the train we walked the few blocks to the bank. The bank was on a triangular block with the main entrance at the apex. This gave us little guys an interesting perspective, because the building was quite large and imposing. Once inside the teller cages were very high from our vantage point. I wonder today what thoughts must have coursed through our minds as we saw Aunt Frieda pass her envelop into the teller’s cage and shortly after getting it back. Surely it was a mystery to our three and four year old minds.

With the mortgage payment completed we left the bank and headed to the local German butcher shop. Aunt Frieda would get some meat and a few groceries. But the real treat for Ron and me was the hotdog the butcher would give us boys. A raw hotdog in those days was very different in quality than they are today. Hotdogs then lacked all the chemicals that we have today.

Then on April 10, 1947 I heard the sad news that my dear Aunt Frieda had died. I was four years and almost two months old at the time. I don’t remember what feelings came over me when I heard the news, but I am forever grateful that my parents took me to her wake and funeral. This experience proved to be a profound turning point in my life.

As I entered the funeral home, I was deeply moved by the scene of a huge number of flowers that to my small stature engulfed the whole room creating as it were a blanket. The flowers appeared to reach to the sky. Their aroma filled the room with a fragrance that still piques my senses. The scene was awash in a myriad of colors. My dad lifted me up so I could see my beloved aunt lying peacefully in the casket embraced by a sea of flowers. It was a profound experience in those few moments that gave me a peaceful and comforting view of death. I eventually realized that it gave me the ability to positively cope with the loss of dear ones for the rest of my life. As it turned out, I would experience many more deaths of very dear souls who deeply touched and blessed my life.

It may seem surprising that at such a young age I would develop a vision of the death of loved ones with such positive feelings. I learned, apparently, that the blessings garnered during my life with a deceased loved one transcended the pain of their loss. My clear memories of the wonderful experiences with my Aunt Frieda are forever resident in my heart and mind.

Turning Points

This experience was a significant turning point for me because  it provided a lifelong sense of comfort in the face of grief and loss. The combination of the overpowering sense of entering a garden abounding in beautiful flowers that seemed to reach the sky, the potent fragrance that filled the room adding a sense of being embraced and the hushed silence, created the perfect atmosphere to introduce my young soul to see my dear Aunt Frieda in a peace that was beyond my understanding. For the rest of my life, these few moments gave me peace as year after year, loved ones passed on. This peace defies my understanding and no words can describe it. These moments, my early life turning point, was my introduction to the awesome truth of Philippians 4:7 (NIV)

7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

I am forever grateful for this turning point that has served me all my life to this very day. I am grateful to God who inspired my parents to make this experience possible and that they had the courage to follow that inspiration.

One of the consequences of this turning point in my life is that I have been blessed to serve souls who are grieving over the loss of their loved ones. I have been requested to conduct or assist in many funeral and memorial services to this day.

I am active as a director with the Garden of Innocence where abandoned babies are given a funeral and dignified burial. I serve this organization delivering sermons from time to time and officiating over the dove release portion of the funeral service. (www.gardenofinnocence.org)

Turning Points have the interesting characteristic of evoking new and oft time’s far reaching and unexpected consequences in our life.

COPYRIGHT © 2014 ALLAN E. MUSTERER

APPRECIATION

I have a fascination for words and their meanings. Some very potent words are seldom used but carry great meaning and implications. Other words are used frequently but have lost the full scope of their meaning because we don’t give them a second thought. We become satisfied with an incomplete understanding of what they convey.

When I prepare for any sermon or presentation, I often consult the dictionary to gain an understanding of a specific word in order to embrace the full scope of its meaning. I have an excellent resource in my old college dictionary that always seems to provide a wider scope for explaining the meaning of words in greater depth than some other resources.

Years ago, investigating the meaning of the word “appreciation” I initially found the following:
“the act of estimating the qualities of things and giving them their proper value”

I found myself dissatisfied with this meaning so I resorted to my old college dictionary. There I found this:
“the exercise of wise judgment, delicate perception, and keen insight in realizing the worth of something”

I began to dissect this meaning as the implication of the description fascinated me. As I investigated each component I found that some additions were apropos. After sometime of deliberation I settled on the following:
“the exercise of wise judgment, delicate perception, keen insight and sensitive awareness in realizing the worth or value of something or someone”

I then began to further my study by analyzing each word or phrase. I found the following to be true and worthwhile in understanding what appreciation really means.

Exercise is the putting forth of effort by me for my benefit. Exercise requires deliberate action on my part often requiring sacrifice and painful exertion to accomplish the task for which it is rendered.

Wise judgment is my evaluation that employs my cache of knowledge. When I exercise wise judgment, I engage my knowledge of the relevant subject under study, and add to it my comprehension of that subject and complete it with my understanding of its implications. I am then positioned to make a valid judgment.

Delicate perception is the view I have when my vision is based on my observation of the finer points. Here, I look not at the big picture, but rather focus deliberately on the finest details of my subject. I question what I see with the intention of looking deeper to find even greater detail. This allows me to find treasures that the casual observer may overlook.

Keen insight implies that the sharpness of my investigation is cutting deep and looking under the surface beyond the obvious. With the thought that nothing is ever what it appears to be, keen insight instigates the deeper exploration below the visible surface. It provides an understanding of what is at work creating what is seen in the open.

Sensitive awareness is the faculty to use all my senses to be aware, touched and moved. With this talent, I am equipped to see the peripherals that enhance or detract from the subject under consideration and make adjustments to my perspective appropriately.

Realizing the worth or value is making the treasure real to me. When the four exercises above are completed and fully engaged, worth and values are not merely known but they are real and possessed.

Something or someone indicates that appreciation applies to material things and people. When we consider this expansion to people we can understand a spiritual component to appreciation’s meaning. The crowning of appreciation then is when we truly appreciate our God and all the goodness that flows from Him to me.

The Turning Point
Since this in depth understanding of appreciation became clear to me, I found myself finding deep appreciation for the things I have and the people in my life. These truly have become greater in value and worth than ever before. A fascinating result of continued conscious and deliberate exercise of appreciation’s four sources, the more we value what we have in our possession.

COPYRIGHT © 2014 ALLAN E. MUSTERER

My Cross

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My mother suffered illnesses all her life. In spite of it, she remained one of the most positive people I have ever known. She always was an inspiration to me as I grew up under her mothering.

She suffered a stroke that she could not overcome and because of the seizures that resulted she had to be on heavy medications until she passed on. Still she inspired me more than ever before. I often wondered what it was that enabled her to weather her storms of life with such strength and dignity.

It fell upon me to organize and review all the family documents. My mother had been a bookkeeper, so I found everything very well organized. While rummaging through one of her files, I came across a poem that she had saved.

I put the papers down and sat back to read this poem. As I read it, it occurred to me that this poem embodied her disposition, and gave her so much strength of faith and trust in our God. The poem is titled “My Cross”. I do not know who authored it, but I can hear my mother reciting it to this day.

MY CROSS

Upon my back was laid a grievous load,
A heavy cross to bear along the road.

I staggered on, until one weary day,
Lurking temptation sprang across my way.

I prayed to God, and swift at His command
The cross became a weapon in my hand.

It slew my threat’ning enemy, and then
Became a cross upon my back again.

I faltered many a league, until at length,
Groaning, I sank, and had no further strength.

“Oh God!” I cried, “I am so weak and lame!”
And lo! my cross a staff of strength became.

It swept me on till I regained the loss,
Then was upon my back, again a cross.

My soul a desert. O’er the burning tack
I persevered, the cross upon my back.

No shade was there, and in the burning sun
I sank at last, and thought my days were done.

But lo! the Lord works many a blest surprise –
The cross became a shade before my eyes!

I slept; I woke, to feel the strength of ten.
I found the cross upon my back again.

And thus, through all my days, from that to this,
The cross, my burden, has become a bliss,

Nor ever shall I lay the burden down,
For God one day will make my cross a crown!

The tears flowed as I read this poem and it unlocked my mother’s secret source. It still brings tears to my eyes and grips my heart as it works its touching and inspiring energy upon me just as it must have worked on her. I am thankful she passed it on to me.

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Turning Point

A simple poem, a word or phrase, spoken or read at just the right moment has the power to be a turning point for us. This poem was that, I am convinced, for my mother. From the moment I discovered this poem, it became the same for me, another turning point.

I hope that as you read this poem again, it helps you set your life’s compass and find your cross a bliss.

COPYRIGHT © 2014 ALLAN E. MUSTERER

I Remember How You Prayed

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I woke up early one Saturday morning. I read the morning newspaper and had breakfast before I settled into my home office to catch up on some filing and other mundane backlogged things that needed my attention. The phone rang and revealed an unfamiliar number. I hesitated to answer, expecting some telemarketer trying to sell me something I didn’t need or want. Strangely, I felt compelled to answer before the answering machine picked it up.

“Hello” I said.

“Hello Mr. Musterer.”

I didn’t recognize the voice so I inquired, “Who is this?”

A reply came, “Its Michael.” I had no idea who it was. It didn’t sound like any one of my friends named Michael, nor any others that I knew.

I said, “Michael who?”

The voice responded, “I lived across the street from you many years ago. I was your son Randy’s friend. I am now living in Florida.”

Then I remembered him and quickly said, “Hi Michael! How are you! It’s so nice to hear from you.”

“Oh, Mr. Musterer, I am not doing well at all.”

“What’s wrong Michael?”

“It’s my girlfriend, she has cancer and she is dying. The doctors gave her six weeks to live.”

“Oh, Michael, I am so sorry. Is there anything I can do?” I spontaneously responded.

Then Michael said something that really struck me.

“I remember when Randy and I were eight years old. You took us up to Big Pine Creek in the Sierras trout fishing. One morning, before we went out fishing again, you took us into the woods and you talked to us about God. I remember how you prayed. Would you pray with my girlfriend?”

For a moment I was speechless. After a pause, I said, “Michael, I would be honored to pray with your girlfriend.”

Michael said he would call back in a few minutes with her on the phone.

I was shaken at the revelation that something I had done some 25 years before had given this young man a measure of hope in his direst need. At the end of his rope, he saw a need to bring God into the situation and he believed I could do it.

I remembered that time in the summer of 1981. I had invited Michael to join Randy and me on a four day trout fishing trip to my favorite spot on Big Pine Creek high on the eastern slopes of the Sierra Mountains just above Big Pine. We loaded up my pickup truck and while packing I included my bible and my traveling pocket chalice with Holy Communion wafers. I paused with these items in my hands and thought, “why am I taking these? After all I am going on vacation into the wilderness with two children. And Michael’s faith is unknown to me.” But I took them in spite of these thoughts. Packed and ready to leave, the boys said their goodbyes to their mothers and we set out on the seven hour trek to the mountain campground.

When we arrived at the campground, we set up our camp essentials and headed for the frigid stream fed by a glacier higher up on the mountain.  Once we caught a few fish, we returned to our campsite to finish up the final details.

After two days of good fishing and the warming evening campfires, Sunday morning dawned. We ate breakfast and cleaned up the kitchen utensils. Then I took the boys into the woods and we found a spot where they could sit on a fallen tree trunk. I told them we were going to have a little church service. I prayed with the boys, spoke on the theme of the service that was being presented that day in our church back home, and together we celebrated Holy Communion. I prayed again and we returned to camp, picked up our fishing gear and went back to fishing. rsm-year11fish6-85001

Since that August 1981 fishing trip, I never gave any thought to what we had experienced with that little wilderness church service and I didn’t tell anyone. I suspect that had I told someone, they might have leveled some criticism like “Hey, you were on vacation! No need to have church there!”

Now, some 25 years later, with Michael’s call and the weight of his request on my heart, I deliberated on what just came to light. I woke my wife and told her what had just happened. We marveled at this and I asked her to pray that I would be a blessing for Michael and his girl friend. Then the phone rang.

“Hello” I said.

Michael said, “Allan, this is my girl friend Jennifer.”

I said, “Jennifer, it is so nice to meet you. Michael tells me that you are very sick, and the doctors seem to have given up hope.”

Jennifer humbly answered, “Yes that is true.”

I said, “Jennifer, I do not know you, but I know that God knows you. I know that His love for you is beyond what you or I can understand. To Him you are worth a kingdom. He will not let any harm come to you. I also know that Michael loves you dearly and he has asked me to pray with you. Would you like me to pray with you?”

“Yes, please.” she said.

I proceeded to pray with Michael and Jennifer. I thanked God that He revealed to Michael that there was a source of help in Jennifer’s dire situation.  I acknowledged God in His omnipotence and asked for His grace and blessing on the health of Jennifer. I asked that through His Holy Spirit, He would guide the hands and minds of the doctors to insure a positive, blessed outcome for her. I finally thanked God for what He would do for Jennifer and that His perfect will be done.

The three of us spoke briefly and we said our goodbyes.

I continued to pray for Jennifer and Michael in the days that followed. Early that week, I received another call from Michael. He told me that on Sunday, Jennifer became seriously ill and was rushed to the hospital emergency room. She seemed near death. Her regular doctor could not be reached so another doctor took over her care. When this doctor reviewed her medical charts, he immediately took her off the medication previously administered and changed to another one. Jennifer responded immediately to the new medication. So rapid and dramatic was her response that she was released from the hospital the next day. Her cancer went into remission and she was feeling better than she had for a long time.

I was thankful beyond words and offered up a prayer of praise and thanksgiving. I invited Michael to our church in his area. Later I found out he never went. Five years later Michael called again and told me that he and Jennifer were now “just friends” but she was still healthy and well. I took the opportunity to once again invite him to church. Whether he accepts or not is yet to be determined. But I learned much from this experience.

Turning Points

The turning point for me was the realization that actions that we take can have profound positive effects on people and that these may be hidden for many years. They are like seeds that take root and blossom only in God’s perfect and meticulous timing. I learned that we need to follow the impulses that God places into us, even if they don’t seem necessary or appropriate at the moment. God’s purpose for us may not be clear in its details, but it is undeniable in its reality. Prayer changes things, and prayer changes me.

It is my constant and continuing hope that this experience will be a turning point for Michael and Jennifer, and that they will realize the love and power of God that is available for them. I hope that they will know that God used them to give me a profound turning point in my life.

I am reminded of a story of a nun who, during World War I, had a hospital where she treated soldiers who fought in the war. Above the entry to her hospital were the words “Do Good and Disappear”. At times, God reveals to us the results of what good we once did and tried to disappear. Sometimes it takes years to know and sometimes we may never know.

COPYRIGHT © 2014 ALLAN E. MUSTERER

Solomon’s Recipe

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I was a senior in High School and had seven or eight schools that I considered to attend in pursuit of a degree in mechanical engineering. One of them, Bucknell University, I considered because it was the school where my chemistry teacher had earned his chemistry degree. As with all the other schools I seriously considered, I would be alone at Bucknell, as none of my friends from school or church would be there with me.

I applied to my list of choices and waited for the hoped for acceptance letters. I gained acceptance into six schools, but based on a visit to Bucknell one weekend and the counsel of my mentor and uncle, I decided to attend Bucknell University in the small college town of Lewisburg, Pennsylvania.

When the journey to school was a few days away, I attended a midweek service at our church. The sermon was based on a text from Old Testament scripture, Solomon’s Proverbs. I had always been impressed with Solomon primarily because of his encounter with God as a teenager. The text for the service was Proverbs 4: 5-6. I do not honestly recall how it may have impressed me at the moment I heard it or how the sermon based on it moved me. The future revealed that it somehow got into me. It became a lifelong touchstone that has been a gold mine of wisdom and strength throughout my life to this day.

The text as used in the sermon was from the old King James Version as follows:

Proverbs 3:5-6 (KJV) 5- Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
6- In all thy ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct thy paths.

I found this text to be a recipe. A recipe has two components: Ingredients and Instructions. The ingredients define what elements make up the recipe, while the instructions define the sequence and timing of combining them that is critical to achieving a successful end.

With this analogy in mind, I considered analyzing the text.  I expanded the words of the text by adding the words found in the Message Bible as follows:

Proverbs 3:5 (MSG) 5-6 Trust GOD from the bottom of your heart; don’t try to figure out everything on your own. Listen for GOD’s voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; He’s the one who will keep you on track. Don’t assume that you know it all.

I found four basic Ingredients:
1. Trust in the Lord my God
2. Don’t insist on understanding
3. Acknowledge God in everything without reservation
4. God will guide you

I then dug into each of them to understand the Instructions as follows:

• Trusting in God I found to be the key to the success of moving forward with this life recipe. This ingredient is critical before the rest can be added. Looking at the many turning points in my life, I was able to see how the hand of God influenced the experiences I had in life. This developed a strong sense of trust in God. Whenever I faced circumstances that seemed beyond me, I trusted God and His will and plan for me. I found that God was worthy of my trust, completely and “from the bottom of my heart.”
• Leaning, relying and insisting on my own understanding I found to be futile. Too much was hidden from me. I could not make wise decisions based on such limited understanding. This was not always easy to do. We tend to think we know it all. However, I came to believe that this ingredient was crucial and I was equipped to embrace it when I trusted in God. Then and only then could I move forward without complete understanding. I also came to realize that eventually, understanding came at the most beneficial moment, even though it was many years later.
• Acknowledging God and His influence and actions in my life presented some difficulty when I faced some very difficult times. When life seemed to be going in directions that caused fear and apprehension I often wondered how God was involved. But I found that when the previous ingredient was engaged, I could acknowledge God in all things. Experience bore out the reality of God’s hand in everything. I was often reminded how Joseph came to see the evil his brothers had done to him when he said to them, what you meant for evil God made into good.
• The directing of my path by God was His way of fulfilling His hope in me. It took a specific listening to Him as He “spoke” in the form of feelings, words and experiences. In most of these, his “speech” was a whisper and not thunder, lightning, fire or earthquake. Here I learned yet another lesson from Solomon. When Solomon was anointed king, he was but a teenager. God asked Him what He should give him. He asked for “a heart with skill to listen, a discerning heart to be a king of righteousness”.

TURNING POINT

The turning point in this experience occurred in the span of a few minutes. A text from the Bible read in a church service. There was no immediate “ah-ha” inspiration. But, as time marched on, the value in the words found ever deeper meaning for me. As the model of a recipe eventually became evident, its value increased even more. I anticipate that further revelations from these simple words will be revealed in experiences yet to come.

COMMENTS

As you read this turning point experience, I hope that you found some personal connection wherein the truth of this scripture also influenced your life. I hope you will share them here so others can be blessed by your experience.

COPYRIGHT © 2014 ALLAN E. MUSTERER